launchpad who where when demiurge CREDITS


a being responsible for the creation of the universe.

Hello, my name is adam. i also go by micki and ballad.
On social media, i am only active on instagram. As of september 2021, my @ is @ballad._.ballad



im eatin popcorn. stuck in my teeth


I have MOSTLY worked out the calendar page BUT if you rotate your phone landscape the entire website gets messed up and i 😭😭 oh wait, i just did it and it's fine HAHA ok. Anyways i am pleased with the calendar page considering all the trouble it took me to get it to look how it does, and i'm happy it looks good on mobile, both ways apparently! There are still a lot of gimmicks and kinks though, hopefully i can sort them out soon. One of my biggest struggles with the site is making it look good on mobile, and making things responsive, it's just lots of guessing since i don't fully understand how it works. Also, i need to learn Javascript soon, cus it's starting to hold me back, there are a few things i'd like to do but can't since i don't know how to use js. whatever! The plan for tomorrow is to work on the wheres, today i had a lot of ideas for developing Banderbach Island, but i don't have a page set up for it to put the info down soo yea getting at least a skeleton for the wheres is a priority. Also putting in the info for the whos. I know i have all the info in my head but i am so lazy when it comes to typing (except here it seems) or maybe i am scared of commitment but i could always change things, nothing is set in stone until it happens anyways. It's only 9:27pm right now but i've been working for a whilee and i'm starting to get tired so i might pack it up for the day or maybe i'll work on some whos if im bored and awake. no rest for the wicked! sooner or later, this will be grand!


I just finished working on the calendar page and omg, it was soo boring. I made so many mistakes too haha, including always spelling calendar as calandar before correcting it. I'm so tired of the calendars, why cant i get responsive calendars that go horizintally. I thought i was done but there's always something geez.


Capitalizing things cus i thought it would be cute to make everything lowercase, but it makes me feel illiterate. I refuse to capitalize 'i' though. Anyways i was thinking about how this is truly a project of passion for me. I haven't shown this to anyone, i've talked about it but no one else has seen this site but me. And i just wonder how long i plan to keep it that way. When will i feel comfortable putting this out there? At what point is it polished or finished enough? Or am i embarassed that i really made a whole website for the liminar system. That i've spent months, trying to do this and make it look nice. I will show it to people one day, maybe when all the pages have some basic information but, thinking about it, it does seem a bit obsessive but its a project of passion! I don't know it makes me happy to compile my art and build personalities here and to write these silly little journal entries. Yea, i don't think this is for anyone but me haha. I don't expect anyone to read this but i hope when i get reallly far with this, i will look back here and remember the feeling of not knowing how to code at all, but still trying. Listening to sims 4, and genshin music while i google 'html image gallery template' a million times. Maybe i will miss it. But i'm excited to see how far i am willing to bring my creation, like the starluggers bringing new planets for adam to add to the liminar system, i will bring everyone with me through this life until i make it to them. I will continue to draw cologne on whiteboards and bombard my instagram story with sketches of my children. I will keep going, i will keep drawing, i will keep writing, i will keep programming, i will start animating, i will start making music, i will start crafting, i will start dressing up as them. "No, i don't think you understand, im OBSESSED." -ninki minjaj


Many thoughts being thunk right now. Holes are being patched and roles are being fulfilled. It's really just on me to wrap it up and presnt it somehow, or at least start. I've been thinking that i want it to be presented in a way which follows each person individualy and where you would only know what that person knows. So, you basically are the character, in you will be surprised when they are and you figure things out together. Or a fly on the wall kind of narrator but maybe not, but maybe. Anyways, lots of uncertainty. And im trying to think of a time system, and im having trouble with that. I was thinking of doing something inspired by the bible, in how its multiple books contained in one, in chronological order. I was thinking of naming my first chapter genesis but i think thats too much haha. I'm going for 'initium' instead. Initium is a point of time where i will begin narrating. And after everyone's initium has been recorded, we move on the next. The issue is that i dont know how long initium is, and i dont know where everyone was or what they were doing or what the political or social climates of the lim system were. I suppose i just have to figure it out!


I havent visited this site in a while! But i got super interested/infatuated with the liminar system again. I've mostly been making a lot of sketches. I feel like if i deleted instagram for a week, the entire story would be written out but nahhh. Anyways, i've been thinking about the liminar system a lot! I have a ton of new ideas and the story has taken a completly different turn from before. I hope when i organise the stories to be presented, i can execute it in a way that messes people up. I want it to be brilliant.